Today has been bleurgh. I have spent hours reading arty farty stuff
written by Donald Judd, Clement Greenburg and Michael Fried, to ‘help’
with my essay and guess what… I do not understand any of it. It has all
merged together and I am confused. I feel so stupid! How have I made it
this far in life?! This essay will be the death of me. Why did I not
learn from my last assignment and start it sooner? There is a week until
the deadline and I’m not feeling hopeful. We had a choice of 6
questions and I’m worried that I have chosen wrong. I thought I could
handle the one I picked, but now I’m not so sure. What to do? I suppose
I will just trundle on and hope for the best. What’s the worst that could
happen? Other than failing. At least I will have tried, right? I am so
tempted to change questions. I just don’t want people to be like “Oh,
she’s copied us… Blah, blah, blah!”, because a few others have changed
from a question that is much harder than the one I am attempting.
I just don’t want to fail.
No comments:
Post a Comment